Yes, I'm talking to you! I know you've been in a rut but honestly you need to get up off your butt and move! I don't care if you don't have a clear cut plan in place... because all this planning your doing is going to drive you crazy. I'm not saying having a good plan isn't key but sometimes the best and most effective plans workout when there is persistence and drive behind them. Take it from me, i know it's pretty crippling when it feels like no one's rooting for you but, I urge you that when you're in that headspace; try to remember to root for yourself that much more!
I hope you know that you will always be your biggest project and that in itself should motivate you to achieve all those goals you have for yourself! God loves you and he is with you every step of the way. No one's going Value, Protect, and Love you, the way you value, protect, and love you!
Always Remember to Embrace and Cherish your gifts!